Belle and the Beast

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I'm in love with love

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

And just like that I wish it was all over again. 

Sometimes I truly wish that I was just gone. 

I know…

There aren’t a lot of things that I truly think I know. This, however, is something I am sure of. I know I haven’t met you yet. I know that we haven’t had the first meeting that maybe only constitutes of a simple “hello.” I know this hasn’t happened because well I can’t remember it. I don’t think I can remember how I have met anyone who is currently in my life. I can’t remember the first time we smiled at each other or had a conversation or felt comfortable with each other. And this is okay. I love my friends, I truly do and I hope they know how much I appreciate and care for them. But our moment. The first time we see each other hasn’t happened yet. And for now I’m glad because I can continue on in my daydream world where I meet you for the first time everyday in a new way. Because when we meet, I won’t ever forget anything that happens with you. I won’t let the memories blur because time is precious, even past time. 

i’m scared to go to sleep because i know the dreams that will come, and i’m scared to stay awake because i’m not sure what i will do. 

i give up on life.